I mean .. it’s like wth kelly? move on &nd act like the mature girl you are. But damn it, I can’t . I look at it and I still cry .. and I still get that feeling where I need him so bad. And I swear, he was in my dream last night. I mean .. guys have held me before .. but in that dream, it so tight .. and reasurring. And, lord, is it killing me. I get that he’s happy &nd he’s life .. is probably the best right now. But .. would it kill him .. just to make me a little happy? With just a simple hello .. just to let me know that i’m not completely invisible in his life. Yeah right, That’s way to much to ask for.

I’m done updating .. just once in a while .. theres no point when nobody read it.