Day 11:

Oh gosh; today was loads of fun<3. Hung out with Duong&; Thuy&; Lena&; Steven&; Michael&; Man. Lmao. We went bowling and there was like A LOT OF FOOD right? So, like, Michael went and got some food and got yelled atx] Lmfao. OMG. I lost the first game lol, and I won the second (; Hehe^-^ I was proud of my accomplishments. Uhm, then after, we went to Craig’s Cruisers and had fun(; Played us some DDR<3 and there was this like .. chinese guy maybe that was so good at it. We looked like noobs. Lmfao. Me & Duong played Skee Ball XD.  It was like .. 100 to 360 .. i lost:P. Uhm, let’s see, after that, I went to Lena’s and had rice (; YUMMY YUMMY! Er, Me and her watched Sydney White … I skip through sad part because I had to go home (x. Webcammed for a bit with James&; helped Sami with some myspace problems. All around; it was a great day. In my head though, so many different things are going through it. It’s hard ya know? I’ve just been thinking .. and I’ve lost some great people.. and it’s sad. I’ll never get to say sorry for what I’ve done&; I’ll never get to prove myself to them … that I’m worthy of being there friend. I hate how someone can just tell you so many things .. and it ends up being bullshit. How someone can move on so fast when things were just so right yesterday. Gah, that’s just what I’ve been thinking. But, I know for sure, I love him<3. He’s what I want&; everything I want.

&& What happens when you just meet someone and someone’s already in your spot? Will you ever get to prove to them .. that there everything you need and you could complete there life?.. </3